I am not going to entertain you guys with a review about the last bond movie.In fact, i am not even writing this one for anybody. Well the purpose of my whole blog was in fact was to take those very things out of my system which are churning inside and giving me pain in certain parts of my body, for instance my heart[ cannot mention about the brain as it is absent in my case] Lolz.:D
Everyone is in need of their "SPACE" , privacy which one guards with utmost authority. Even the most extroverts seek this isolation of sorts, a guarding door to their private territory behind which they don't want to allow anyone. Well, for me finding such space and time for myself is a tad difficult. Anyone living with a joint family can empathize with me over this fact. So, the only time i get to sort out and actually confront what i am really feeling inside is the time when i am coming back from office to home. That half an hour becomes my shrine, where only my methodology and ability to conjure things and reminiscing works.
Clearly, according to some people this is not a good way at all to deal with your trouble."You should try to avoid those things", says one of my friends. But isn't it like repressing your emotions? Instead i am giving them a way out of my system! At least for the time being, until they find another way to creep back in!
I cherish my quantum of solace at that time more than anything. Coz this is the only time when i am being my true self, far away from the bubbly-dumb-cute-looking-fat ass-good for nothing person which i am for the rest of my kin[ parts baout physical description are really true although!]:D. Sometimes my real self do comes out in front of others and dat's the time i get into all kinds of arguments, fights and awkward situations. But slowly i am mastering the art of slipping back into the mask and hiding behind this safe facade where no one can question me. But i shudn't bother that much about it coz hardly anyone cares about it..now!
It's just "Main aur meri tanhai...jo aksar baatein karte hain....". In other words my dear "QUANTUM OF SOLACE"
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