Sunday, January 11, 2009

Emotional ATYACHAAR!


Sorry for copying the title from the latest raving song at present. Cudn't find a more apt title than this.[ Actually, cudn't think of anything to title this post.. dis was d frst thng that came to my mind on account of watching it on tv over and over again...btw if going by such standards then i shud i hve titled the post Masakali Masakali.. seeing the entralling impact of the song on my conscience..but then it wud have been diffcult to write on a topic of which even i don't have any idea about ..lolz]

I love my sense of humor. Anywayz getting back to the whole idea of today's post. Well, that's just it. There is No Specific 'IDEA' behind it. This is just a random mumbo jumbo of my thoughts. I felt like writing but didn't know what to write or rather didn't WANTED to write about the stuff botheirng me. I mean, there are certain limitations even in one's private blog and that too whedn you are the only one who reads it! :D But there's alwayz an element of being exposed in front of everyone, giving you a feeling of being stripped down to the core.And i don't want that.

The real point is am again swindling in the pool of my randon thoughts turning horrendous yet passive at times. I am trying to find a solution to the problem at hand yet keeping aside the MAIN problem at the back of my mind for the time being. So who is right this time??.. Is it my heart or my mind?? My heart tells me to be impulsive again and believe in what i know and what i want to believe in. Becuase my heart says it is true. But there goes my mind at that thought and imprisons me inside all those pointy doubt carving arrows that don't allow me to move flexibly. They ask me to think, ponder, consider.. and slow down my pace before i go in for a crash landing!!

The decision is taken then.. i have a knack of getting mixed up into all kinds of accidents and create a havic wherever i go. So why shud it be different this time too, even though it is my life which is i am talking about. So here it goes.. HEART RULES all the way..... with mind lolling behind slowly to catch up!! err.... is it a decision???? Well for me these double mind thinking is the way of life!! :)

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