SILENCE....CAN BE VERY NOISY SOMETIMES

shhhh.....d quiet all around u. clutching at your throats, pressing down at u from everywhere, every corner.. dat u feel u r ready to jus choke....bt funnily cant even express it out in open coz of the heady glares u wud be recieiving frm ur 'near and dear ones'! its almost like being alone in the crowd.. which i knw sounds too filmy.. but heyy films too derive inspiration from real life. so its nthng out of d ordinary for someone to feel like dis...

After a while one does gets used to this SILENCE....wherever u go, whatever u r doing.. even in a nosiy coffee parlour or in a crowded office.. u hear d floating slience in d air and u say bravely dis is how it is going to be frm now on.. and accept it.... bt am nt one of dose persons who accept these facts without a fight! i mean sure i knw am figting a losing battle but hey it does gives me at least some ray of hope which is jus hopeless btw....bt for mee it is real and gives me d urge to move on relentleesly untill one dayy i finally give in to d presuure and havng been drained out of every last ounce of feelngs or any emotion.....i don't feel a thing! dat's it i don't feel a thing

And dat;s wen i knw it is over......bt all all dis is too far in the distance dat i can't even make out that small speck of a thing! a long journey i knw or rather a SLIENT journey filled wit lots of pathos and emotional misgivings and momentsa of weaknesses.......wt can i do but follow d path that i myslef helped to built for mee under d illusion that it was leading towards my happiness untill it was too late for me too found out the truth.....

let's see how more of this SILENCE i can take before this NOISE gets on to my nerves and crushes me under it!!