9 july 2008-Kuch Kuch Hota Hai
I knw i knw i said in the above note not to remember these dates. But can't help it. I feel like writing right now! So here it goes. I was in a heap that day because of some tension in the office. I mean, there was this huge confusion over whodunnit![not gonna tell what the issue was, office matter!] And it was during this day that i found out about that backstabbing BITCH of my office. And me being me, fell down in the middle of the office crying over the wrong done to me.
It was in this distressful time that i felt desparate for something good, some hope, somthing to make me feel alive again [at least at the time being I felt i was DYING!]. I called HIM up crying and asked him am not able to take this anymore and his advice of staying calm hasn't been working too. 'his name' tu aa jaa..' came out of my mouth as soon as lunch got over. After a while due to the efforts of my sweet collegues and my seat mate i started feeling a little better and alomst came back to being normal. In fact, i almost forgot about my doleful requst to HIM. But around 4:45 pm my phone rang and he said,'i am donwstairs'. I was pleasanty surprised. I asked quite happily,'tu sachi me aa gaya HIS NAME'!! :) :)
The next hour was too hard for me to pass by. I was just waiting for the clock to chime 5:40 and as soon as it did i rushed downstairs to find him standing next to the white pillar nearest to the exit staircase. I ran down the stairs feeling quite elated my spirits already soaring at the sight of him. He asked me with concern 'kya hua tha?' and i feeling suddenly shy and overwhelmed at this concern replied quite meekly 'i told u na, what happened, but let's just move from here, i don't want my office people to see me like this'. So we moved on towards our nearest gateaway. McDs.
There sitting at the long back bench running all round the backwall of McDs, i poured out my rest of the problem to him. Soon after the conversation moved again to some more pleasant topics and we forgot for what purpose he had come to meet me.[ I can't remember much, the memories are fading i guess, but not those feelings,can still feel that thrill and excitement]. I brought our snack this time, saying its my treat after all invited him today! Lolz. Over 2 iced teas and 1 pizza Mcpuff [which we ofcourse shared] we continued our sharing of stuff with each other. Things from his life, events from my life. We both were quite a bunch to watch, lauging at really silly things, enjoying each other's company thorughly, not even caring what others would be thinking.
It was while sitting side by side like this when he partially hugged me and we never even realized it at what point of time we came so close to each other.Too stressed up after the day's events i leaned my head on the table for a while when he was tlking on phone wioth a friend or was it a collegue? Don't remember now.Suddenly someone was patting my head softly just the way i like which always lulls me to sleep. I looked up and saw his reassuring face and felt quite warm and happy. I finally found a F.R.I.E.N.D.
Then again the time came to part as the extra half an hour which i asked from him was also over and it was really time to head out towards home.We strolled outside of the McD's door which he jokingly held open for me as i had chided him earlier for his lack of chivalry.Lolz.While venturing out with him in the lead i saw his hand coming toweards me, but i didnt took it. Dont knw why.He didn't said anything. Soon we started walking side by side, it was raining, he brought his hand forward again and this time i took it without any hesitation. I felt as if it was a very natural thing to do. He commented,'Your wish to soak in the rain together came true'.' Although it was just a mere drizzle, but still it's the thought that counts!
We headed out towards the auto stand and found one. Too soon, i thought. It was time to say goodbye or in my words see you soon time!! :)I told him i don't want to go. and i guess he said the same[don't remember it exactly] But obviuosly i had to go and he gave me a hug partially again and this time his back pack came between us.Lolz.I left in the auto and waved bye to him with the hope of seeing him again and again and again.....
He called me after 15 mins.I checked my mobile, there were 2 missed calls and one msg from HIM. The mseegae said, "was calling to tell you that. it was written on auto..'HIS NAME' di gaddi..:)
sigh!
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