SADNESS MIXED IN THIS PERIOD OF FESTIVITIES: SPIRIT OF HOPE NEVER DIES

the recent bomb blasts that has rocked the country coupled with some of the biggest natural calamities of the decade has really left a sour taste in the mouths of many who have been trying to savor the sweetness of festivities starting soon.... only this morning on the first day of Navratri i saw the stampede created inside a Mandir in Jodhpur that brought abt the death of many innocent devotees...... yesterday there were 2 more bomb blasts in the south westren regions...and there have many before which i am sure not many will forget soon. Coz we all lost some one to it......if not physically than emotionally.. There have been in fact many who have been livnig under the constant fear of being thwarted by the anti social forces.....

High time we realized the enormity of the situation.. after all there are innocent lives at stakew.. i knw u must have read abt all these thoughts a million times in the papers, internet and many more places....... but it doesnlt chnge a thng howsoever times you have come acrosss it.. The saddest part is the prOblem is still pertaining and aggrevating day by day and with more festivals round the corner there is a hidden chill underneath all those smiling faces.. who think twice now before leaving their houses.. but life goes on as someone said.. i don't disagree with this fact but does it always have to be this way?? Can't taking a precaution at d earliets stage possible is better than learning a lesson over the rising death toll?? Isn't it better to nip d problem in the bud!!

i knw all this can be said and not DONE......bt atleast we can give dis a thought......lend a hand to those who have been brought under this unfortunate turn of events.. who knws agli kis ki baariii?? then these peoplel only will come to help you out. Think from this side and may be you will truly undertsand the meaning of mankind.....Y not beat the terrosim with a true festive spirit and instead of wasting galores of money on decorations and celebrations, bring home a light in the darkened lives of the suffering souls? Trust me on ths one.. once you see a smile playing on their lips it will bring a truly contented dfeeling in your heart.. Perosnal experiencee....

do celebrate EID and DIWALI with the same heart.. dat's d only plea i wnt to make right now.......

THANK YOUs....

before anyone associate d name of my blog to nay of my past galores or my not-so-hidden-nature.......tis is all thnks to one of my school friends who came up with dis name.....all thnks to himm.. else i dnt think i wu d have even started dis thng for n aother couple of mnths......thnks mohtashimmm....keep it up buddy!

SILENCE....CAN BE VERY NOISY SOMETIMES

shhhh.....d quiet all around u. clutching at your throats, pressing down at u from everywhere, every corner.. dat u feel u r ready to jus choke....bt funnily cant even express it out in open coz of the heady glares u wud be recieiving frm ur 'near and dear ones'! its almost like being alone in the crowd.. which i knw sounds too filmy.. but heyy films too derive inspiration from real life. so its nthng out of d ordinary for someone to feel like dis...

After a while one does gets used to this SILENCE....wherever u go, whatever u r doing.. even in a nosiy coffee parlour or in a crowded office.. u hear d floating slience in d air and u say bravely dis is how it is going to be frm now on.. and accept it.... bt am nt one of dose persons who accept these facts without a fight! i mean sure i knw am figting a losing battle but hey it does gives me at least some ray of hope which is jus hopeless btw....bt for mee it is real and gives me d urge to move on relentleesly untill one dayy i finally give in to d presuure and havng been drained out of every last ounce of feelngs or any emotion.....i don't feel a thing! dat's it i don't feel a thing

And dat;s wen i knw it is over......bt all all dis is too far in the distance dat i can't even make out that small speck of a thing! a long journey i knw or rather a SLIENT journey filled wit lots of pathos and emotional misgivings and momentsa of weaknesses.......wt can i do but follow d path that i myslef helped to built for mee under d illusion that it was leading towards my happiness untill it was too late for me too found out the truth.....

let's see how more of this SILENCE i can take before this NOISE gets on to my nerves and crushes me under it!!

wish to catch my DREAMZ: D BEGINNING......... IT'S LIBERATION TIME!!

wish to catch my DREAMZ: D BEGINNING......... IT'S LIBERATION TIME!!

D BEGINNING......... IT'S LIBERATION TIME!!

and so after much adieu and thought i have also arrived upon d scene of blogging.. man! how many months it took me just to think of a name and overocme my laziness to get started! i mean it is nt dat dfiicult for me to think of a name for my blog being a creative writer and all .. bt maybe dis adds much to the presuure wen u r expected to come up with sumthgn great frm dose who don;t understnads the nuiasance of writing and reading and for whom this medium is still a thing to wonder about in their minds...... bt it basically comes down to one and only thing..... that dis is for u and wht u want to doe i mean one can use this tool for creating awreness, discusiing issues.. and all.. bt for mee writing wht i want to write and whichever way i wnt to.. is far more liberating than asking others to tkae out a candle march procession! i mean am freeeee finallyyyy........ to write wht i wnt too guys! so i dn;t care a dime if one thinks that one idea doesn;t match to the other one in the same para or the same sentec ne or if the title doesnlt go by the informastion or content wrtten underneath.. dis is jus wht i am a confused baggage of too many htoughts which haven;t been given their due in the real world have to take the support of the pwer of net...

P.S. basically nt able to commuicate all dis with anybody else in such a way.. so decided to tlk to myself.. or as sopmeone once said to meee 'COUNSEL MYSELF!'