A year has gone by and yet everything is stil fresh in my memory..A little jaded maybe, but not forgotten as the beautiful memories are embedded in a small corner of my mind that is directly connected to my heart. Maybe this is the reason that i haven't been able to forget somethings even after this long!
It is this beautification of feelings that i like. It is not that you always have to feel a thing or two about a particular person depending uponthe situation. Yes, it is true, this is how emotions are controlled. But sometimes a certain feeling, memory or emotion gets attached with a particular incident and you can still feel it even if the time has carefully ladden a thick amount of dust on that memmory book and the person is no longer a part of your life. It is still their that Sweet, Bitter or even Sour emotion. Lolz.
The fact remains that you want to cherish it or let it pass by. I decided to cherish it forcibly sometime back..But it only hurted me a lot. Then i decided to let it go.. and surprsiignly that hurted me too though a little. And then i left the things on time.... And as i am going through that time period again..Those mischievious remembrandts of the past crrep back into some playful corner of the mind and i can't stop myself from smiling, laughing..and crying. :)
And that's when i realized that these feelings are mine. These emotions are my treasure. Noone can take them away from me except for me.. This comforting thought of cherishing something forever was the thing that eventually drove me to let it go by itself! Confusing haan! Just like my mind..
P.S.check d post above it fr a little obuitary
