Learning The Hard Way-Better To Keep Your Mouth Shut!

Its been a while since I paid the visit to my blog owing to my illness caused by one pesk of a mosquito belogning to the Dengue clan! urrrghhh....So I am going to enlist here some of the things which I hope would let me draw inspiration from and don't let me forget my past sins and what I have to learn from them and avoid repeating them in the future.

I have learnt it the hard way about keeping my mouth shut in front of people even if they are your very close friends or relatives. I mean, granted you really want to sort it out your thouhgts and the mish mash amalgam swirling inside your mind but that doesn't mean that opu have to do it in presence of others. I mean, I have to do it on my own or better yet keep somethings to myself and not give into my hyper state everytime I go through it. Its high time, I start making an effort to behave in a more responsible manner and acvcet the conseuqences of my actions.[ Which is quite hard by the way] I cannot repent over what's happened and what could have happened]

I need to realize this which is trust me very very hard for me that what has happened has happened, should not repent over it but concentrate on learning from those mistakes and try not to repeat them in the future. I mean, yeah it is easier said than done and one does feel distort over their desired results and things going exactly in their opposite direction.

But the thing is you have to accept it. Harder or easier, you have to do it. I have been learning many things these past few days and one of them is the virtue of being patinet and not giving food to my thoughts. Though I still need to master it.I was perhaps pretty much happy with my behaviour I never expected myself to be like this in the least. But I guess time makes your learn everything at one point or other in your life.

The thing that I also realised is that even when you are not doing anything or expecting anything, situations do have a way of turning around on you whether you like it or not. I don't want to repent over it seriously and forgo what's happened and that can be achieved only when I am patient and accept the realities of life.

I hope I succeed in it and believe in God that whatever happens, happens for a good reason. I really want to build my life around this thought! Just help me out God this time, because this time I really want to help myself.